Never doing that again,

So I have been wearing for years, intact more than I care to remember. But up until now I have never tried messing. I am not sure why I did try, but lets just say, I am never doing it again. I have so much respect for people like Adrian from "I heart diapers" who has to deal with it as a fact of life everyday. I would not be able to handle it! Eeek! Respect.